Wow, how time flies uh. It’s already the last week of the year 2010. Everytime when it’s around the ending of a year, I believe a lot of us tend to ask ourselves, “What have we done, what have we achieved in this year?“. I’m no exception, and sad to say, I can’t really think of any major achievement. In fact, I feel so disappointed with myself.
I have been working almost on every weekend this year long, changed job from Puma to Tangs. Not much of a difference in the working environment, just the company. I gotta admit, working part-time has taken so much of my time and freedom away. I’m deprived of the time I spend with my family on usual Sundays and with friends on Saturdays. I kinda neglected some of them. I feel bad, very bad. but that’s life for me. You can’t ask me to quit just like that. I already grew accustomed to the life that I’m spending on what I earn myself, apart from the weekly allowance I take from my Dad during academic school terms. Without that income, it’s hard to survive.
I used to eat out with my family on Sundays, exploring different places to makan or even go shopping sometimes, though usually we go to heartland areas but what matters was the company, that family bond. This year, I think I can use my fingers to count the number of times I ate out with my family members. The occasions are usually birthdays or Father’s/Mother’s day. But luckily, this didn’t affect the relationship I have with them of course.
I guess the thing that’s weighing most heavily on my heart is that I’ve drifted apart from my sec sch clique, whom I used to hang out with on Saturdays. Playing basketball or hanging out. Some have went to army, whereas some have other commitments. For me, yeah mainly because my weekends are burnt for working. I can’t really blame them for leaving me out sometimes when they have their outings. Maybe because they got sick of hearing the same answer from me everytime. I’m deeply sorry to them too, even though they may not see this.
My primary school clique sort of stayed the same. Just that one went to navy, one’s busy with work and the other one is still crazy over bball. And I also haven’t been bballing with them for ages. Weekdays busy with school, weekends busy with work. What to do? And to add on, I suck at my time management. Hopefully things will all get better with the end of FYP early next year.
Throughout the year, the people whom I’ve been spending time with most should be my poly mates. My bros and sis. They have been with me through my ups and downs because we see each other almost 5 days in a week. I just realised there’s only 7 weeks of school left after school starts. Minus away the CNY period? It’s gonna end very very soon, soon we will all graduate and perhaps work and the guys will all go serve NS and do shit. Still can’t believe 3 years have almost passed so fast, I could still remember how I met every single one of them. It seemed so… yesterday.
I got to know this girl A.A in SP. The method to find out her name and background was kinda ridiculous. She’s a special girl, at least, to me. We grew closer until a certain extent, and no progress anymore. Everytime I talk about this, my heart feels so heavy. Especially when my friends ask, “Hey how’s your progress with her?”. I wished I had a positive answer. She’s kinda different in her mentality towards relationship. She’s very attractive, and no lack of suitors. So definitely wooing her isn’t an easy process, I’ve experienced the 喜怒哀乐 of it all. 
Well I’m still glad I met her.
I’ve lost a few of my good colleagues in this year too, in Tangs. And met a few new fun colleagues in the process too. The faces come and go, I find it hard to have anyone that I can rely on or be really close with now. I used to work for the passion, for the fun and people whom I really enjoyed working with, and obviously money as well. Nowadays, I find myself working solely for money, money and money. I’m saving up for something big next year. So… perhaps a change of job after the next-big-thing next year.
& my BBMM, glad that we are still as close despite not meeting up for so long until X’mas day itself. Hope this friendship of ours will last till… the world ends! 
I think the more memorable events of the year are:
1) My first airplane experience, first overseas trip with friends to Phuket & many first-time experience there.
2) Getting my driving license
3) One of my pay checks hitting more than 1k.
4) Getting my iPod Touch (like finally)
5) My birthday not celebrated, spent it in my office during attachment. (not blaming, just saying )
6) Mum’s health issue. (glad she’s fine now) Last year it was my Dad.
7) Failing my NAPFA 2.4 Km run (ouch)
8 ) Short getaway trips to J.B with friends
9) Volunteering in Youth Olympic Games
Can’t really think of any more to make it 10 points already. Ah-hah, see how boring my life is. Or perhaps my memory is bad. That’s about it for my 2010. Just freaking 3 more days to a brand new 2011. I’m sexcited as well! Maybe my next post will be New Year Resolutions but i know i wouldn”t really give a fuck about it..because.. it’s just humane to do so and I wanna abide by them .
Pardon any grammatical errors, or words that didn’t make sense to you, and torturing your eyes if you actually managed to read this far. Congratulations to you because my blog post is ending now.
I hope all my friends had a wonderful 2010 full of achievements, and also a fruitful awesome 2011 ahead!
